i knew from experience that the pain of dealing with loss is scary. you can joke around, friends can make you laugh hard but silence is chilling with the thought of loss without the slightest hint of reunion.
and now that she is gone from my life, permanently, how i wish she is still around. just even for a day. that i can hold her more or that i can touch away all the pains she feels and tell her things i was not able to say quite often when she was still with me.
how ironic that the demise of someone has become my rebirth.
originally posted: march 14, 2007